Rambling Thoughts

Yesterday was a trying day.. My step dad went in for Heart Surgery. He had to have a pace maker put in and its been crazy here. I hope all is well but I am not sure. I have heard that everything is ok, but I am just still on edge.. I hope all is well. I am 1400 Miles away and Can't do anything from here.. It isn't like i can just drive and be their in 2 hours. I have to drive for over 24 just to get their.. I guess its just wait and see right now.. I hate it but sometimes what more can I do really..

The kids have started school and have been in school for a month. They all seem to like it so far and are doing well.  They just keep asking what school in Washington will be like when we move 

but who knows really.. I know they will be excited no matter what not to mention hate it too..  

All I know is I am really beginning to HATE OKLAHOMA.. I swear, If it is not one thing in this state it is another.. I am just so ready to leave ...

On another note, I have decided Creativity Inspired Layouts and Designs is NO MORE.. I will be redoing that blog as well as well as the name. It will  possibly be under CID - Creativity Inspired Designs, or another name once I can think of something..But I am not sure.. I may even decide to delete it and just post to FB. I know no one views the blog any way so why keep it..  I think it will be a much needed change and will help me get inspired to design more than just tutorials. I mean I enjoy doing them but sometimes I just need to do something different. I wanted to do crafts but honestly who am I kidding I am not very crafty at all. I mean I can make para-cord bracelets all day long but who doesn't any more. You can find about 4-5 different sites on facebook that sell them. Different people that sell the para-cord makes them and sells them so its not like their isn't enough of them around seriously.   I am seriously thinking about charm bracelets.. I love making things but I do not know where the extent of my Creativity can take me.  I have always been crafty and creative on the computer. I guess that and writing is what I am good at. I can sit and type all day long, and everything. Just got to get the thoughts flowing with the typing lol.. I can do psp tutorials and all but sometimes  I want to do something else.. I do not always have the money to spend on tubes and scrap kits..  They get a bit pricey at times..  Especially when you have a tube that you buy for 1.85 - 2.00 then are looking for the perfect kit and that can be from 1.50 - 8.00 depending on the designer and what sale is going on that month. That is when the prices catch you and bite you in the behind.. 

Oh Did I mention I REALLY DISLIKE SLUMBER PARTIES.. We allowed Christianna to have a slumber party for her 12th birthday and I tell you NEVER  again. It was a disaster. It started off ok, on Friday Night when a girl came home from school with her and stayed since her mom would not have been able to drop her off. No big deal really. Then Diana gets home from school and she wants to be included in everything. So they start being mean to Diana.  Then Saturday Afternoon everyone starts showing up 2 hours before they were supposed to.. We made home made pizza, I spent Friday making cupcakes, I had to get all of that ready, run to Wal-Mart for ice cream and a few things i was missing. Got back here and wanted to pull my hair out. By the time all of Christianna's friends got here it was non stop torture.. Diana was crying because they were being mean and left her out of everything.. Christianna complaining because she needs her own room.. Seriously like I do not know this already.. But honestly we can not afford a bigger house just so she can have what she wants when she wants it.. She kept telling her friends I refuse to let her have her own room.. Seriously what am i supposed to do with Diana then. I do not have a house big enough to where she can have that option right now.. a bunch of 11-12 year olds jumping on beds, banging doors and everything for 24 hours..  NOT my idea of fun.. I guess these parents never taught their kids not to disrespect someone elses house.. I mean, they went through 3 cases of soda, 2 big bags of chips, 3 home made big pizza's, a half a dozen cupcakes and just left the trash laying all over the kitchen table and counters to where i had to clean it all up. I WAS PISSED. Then when the kids were picked up, not a parent came in to drop them off or pick them up. It was just the kids walking to the cars not a damn word.. Seriously do you not want to know who your child will be with and anything else..

I guess that is the end of my rambling for now. I am sure I will be back with another update and everything soon...