Saturday..

This morning I was hoping I would be able to sleep in but Christianna decided she had to get me up at 6:30 this morning.. I swear the child never lets anyone sleep. She has to have the entire 

house up when she gets up.. 

Today has been one of those days.. I want to CRY AGAIN and JUST CRY... I can't seem to catch a break..  It is just aggravating and I want to hide...  

OH did I mention that is like 98 in this house and its 110 outside..WHAT THE F**K is up with that mess?   I am not liking this at all.. I AM NOT RENEWING THIS LEASE IN JANUARY. 

I HATE NOT HAVING A COOLHOUSE... HELL I DONT EVEN WANT TO B E HOME 

BECAUSE ITS SO FREAKING HOT...

UGH

Okay enough with that.. Sorry for the caps.. I am just so frustrated.  I just can't seem to catch a break at all from anything... So what else is their to do..  I am so far behind in school right now. 

With the kids home for the summer and they don't go back until August 20th, It is not leaving me to much of a window to get school work done.  I am not sure when I can start on it... .

I have 2 lessons done and need to get busy...   I am hoping that this week I can get the laundry caught up and the rest of the house cleaned and I can relax and not have to worry about that one.. 

I have lost most of my creative mojo.. I cant get kits out, posers or anything at this moment.. 

I think the most I can do is Tutorials.. So hopefully if i can get a few of them out I can get some of my mojo and get a few new poser sets out and maybe a kit or so... Who knows.. I am not positive though...    

Well I am gonna go. Dinner is done and time to relax.. I hope..