Wondering

Well it has been a week since my grandfather passed away
and I am still adjusting to it.  It is tough right now..
I dont know why I am having a tough time with this.
I guess it is because they rushed the entire funeral.
It hurt that they never told me when the funeral was.
They rushed everything and didnt bother to tell me..

I dont know. I guess maybe its for the better
or the fact that they didnt tell me..
I was close to my grandfather and loved going their
every summer growing up..
But no matter what now I tell my self that
he is proud of me no matter what and is
always going to be looking after me.

Other than that things are good.
Summer break is almost here and the kids
are excited.. We finally got the playset up completely..
Yes pictures are in the albums of it..

I finally started my college course..
I am taking Digital Photography and Media Arts
I am so exicted.

I have been doing more scrapkits and expanded
into making posers and other things..
I have started selling my posers and scrapkits as well.
I love it.. It will help fill the time when I am not
doing school work..  

I dont think the kids are used to me actually
taking college courses but they will get
used to it. Richard especially.

Well I need to go.. I have to get to bed..
Its Midnight and my eyes are sore...

NITE NITE